So this is my 3rd entry..haha sedih la awak ni..orang tulis blog setiap hari. Paling-paling pun setiap minggu. Ni selang 3 bulan sekali..camne tu? Orang nak blog, awak pun nak blog jugak..
Truth is, everytime i wanted to write something, im lost or just lazy. Haha! Whatev..better late than never kan? ;) So i thought today is a good day for me to write about something or someone.
This is one of my favorite film. Sedih sangat cerita ni..But no..no..i'm not gonna talk about this film. Itu kerja BinFilem ;) Saya ambil tajuk je sebab my life is beautiful now.
So far so good...Alhamdulillah. I'm happy! If i want to look back for the past few month (or almost a year now) since my downfall (breaking up, friends back stabbing et cetera), there's so much improvement.. I think i'm doing okay because i forgave and move on. For example, i don't hate my ex-bf anymore, I'm still talking to friends who betrayed and back stabbed me. Bukannya saya dah lupakan apa yang mereka buat kat saya, tapi sebab saya dah maafkan mereka, which is a good thing. And of course the reason for being happy is because of him :) He who never give up and never failed to make me smile every single day. He who never get bored listening to my complains and nags and just about everything i'm fussing about. I'm in love. Hihi. Gedik. Okay moving on...
Saya rasa kunci kebahagiaan ialah memaafkan dan meneruskan hidup tanpa ada rasa sekelumit pun benci. Avoid negative people and environment, think positive. Dan saya percaya itulah punca kebahagiaan saya sekarang. I was someone who always want things to go my way and if it didn't, i'll pissed off. But Allah is great. Dia beri kepayahan dan ujian untuk tunjukkan pada manusia yang hidup tak selalunya ikut apa yang kita rancang sebab rancangan Dia lebih besar dari kita. Its not about the challenge anyway, its how u overcome and live your life. And thats what makes life more beautiful isn't it?
One of my lecturer said, "One can't call themselves a writer only if they write daily." - so i guess i have to write just about anything everyday lah to be a writer kan? Oh, and he said..."Writing is about rewriting." - so when i have wrote something i have to rewrite it until its perfect. Correct? No? Apa-apalah. I'd say, to be a writer u must be able to tell story. Not just any but a good one. And a good one come straight from your heart. Ceh...hihih..I wish i can write whatever i want without thinking too much. Sebab tengah tulis sekarang ni pun asyik-asyik padam, taip, padam, taip lagi..what's wrong with me lah...semuanya takut. Buat itu takut, buat ini takut. Bila nak maju macam ni? Haih. Deep in my brain, i really want to share almost everything that's happening around me. Tapi takut salah cerita nanti ada yang tak kena pula. Too detail pun tak bagus kan? So i think i will only share half of me. Kalau cerita semua tak misteri lah..hahaha..humm..berangan nak jadi ghost writer pun ya juga. Senang kalau nak mengumpat ke complain pasal orang kan? Ok, apa aku merepek ni. See, not a good storyteller.. Haha..Anyhow, i'm just bored waiting for class to start.
Have a great day to you ;)
Now I’ve found the purpose to have a blog. Why? Because normally people tend to get the wrong impression about me. So this is the best source for me to say what I want, when I want, everything I want without being judge. I can be free. This is my new space. Well, it’s not going to be only about me complaining everything that’s bothering or made me unhappy, but I will also share about all the things I love, something interesting, anything I thought about or want people to know. So if u are reading me, please…don’t judge. I’m just a normal girl trying to figure out life and make mistake. If u don’t like what I post here, u are free to leave and never come back. But if u find this blog interesting, please, I’m glad to have u around. Haters are strictly forbidden as I’m allergic to negative environment. Other than that, thank u for reading me.
Now, let the journey begin ;)